Lord -- Please hear my cry, for my Beautiful Sister Jani, she is in need of your care. Please send Angels down to her, to hold her and to pull her through this. She was so strong in her convictions for you, now she needs you more than ever. Please Lord, her sons need her, I know that no one can stand in the way of your will, but Jani still has so much good to do here..... Please, dont take her.... Please guide her soul, hold her in your arms, please let her know how much we love her and how much we need her to come back to us......
Jani,
What has happened that has torn you away from us? I am heartbroken by the news, that you tried to take your own life. I missed the messages your sister sent to our group, and would not have known, if it were not for Angelica. I sat here stunned, I did not know what to say or do, my heart is breaking for you Beautiful. I wish that I could come and hug you, I wish I could have taken your pain away. I think of your boys ^j^ Matthew ^j^ Mark ^j^ Lucas, and I know how much you love them, and how much they mean to you, if you come back for anyone, please Jani, come back for your sons. They need you.
Since I met you here, you were always there for me when I needed to talk, you always offered advice, support, from the very first day I met you, you opened your heart and your life to me and I am so sorry Sweetie, that I have not been able to be there for you like I should have been.
But you need to fight this, you need to come back because we need you... I need you.
I love you Dearest Jani- Please come back to us, we can help you through the trials you are experiencing..... you always told me, that an Angel is always near, they are there with you Jani, hold on precious one, hold on...
You have been my friend
when times where hard
showed me the light
when I had lost my way
I offered my hand
my friendship and love
I wish you would have reached out
and let me be there for you
I'm sending my love
my prayers and thoughts
my wishes to you
through out the miles
I will be here
when you get well
with open arms
no more tears have to fall
I am awaiting your return....
Author notes
God- I dont know what to say... or if it is possible to express how much I look up to and appriciate Jani, I couldnt htink of what to say.. I am speechless and heartbroken... I love you Janie, Please, hold on... I dont know why this is happening and I have been sitting here for an hour, trying to figure out something to write and I just cant... this is all I could come up with. This is not an entry for points, this is an entry for Jani... she's a dear friend to me and I am so angry at myself for not being there for her when she needed it. I can not imagine what her boys are going through, I wish I could stretch my arms across the miles and hold them, I know that is what she would do for me. She is such a loving and caring soul, always there with a kind word and a compassionate heart, leanding her hand, her shoulder and her words when anyone needed it, I cant even begin to think that we may lose her....
Written October 7th, 2004
A contest entry
- Prayers for Jani ( Honesty Abounds) by qnhoneybee.
500 points, ended October 14, 2004, 27 entries
Gold trophy winner
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One can never be everywhere at once. That is why we have multiple
watchers to fill in when things intervene as they sometimes do in our life.
Hugs...Eddy -
Such a sincere prayer for a beautiful poet. I hope God has sheltered her in His loving arms. You were there for her my sweet, you are always there for all that you meet. I just hope I am there for you as often as you need. Jani, hopefully made peace with God. You are a blessing to many here, never forget that. Beautiful prayer from your heart to God's ears. I love you!
Your Big Sister,
Renee
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Precious!
Very precious prayer, and a true friend indeed....
Thanks for being you, and sharing this prayer here
Much love always....
-Timothy The Poetic Weaver~
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Criss, even though you did not enter this as an entry you wrote a very heart wrenching poem "the gold is yours"
Love you sweetness~Joan
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Reenie --
I feel like falling apart, I am not sure if I should feel like I had one pulled over on me or if I should be angry.
Either way, I loved Jani, she was always a good friend to me, so whatever the circumstances are now, even though I feel angry, I still feel I am in debt to her a bit, because she was a great source of strength for me this past year.
With love to you,
Criss -
this is the second poem i read that was written for Jani. i can't say that i know her, but she is surely very loved by so many people and that makes anyone's heart be full of joy. i'm so sorry to have crossed with her name in such a sad circumstance.
i wish you all the best.
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I am reading this after all has all of a sudden gone haywire and things have been packed up and disappeared. You wrote a beautiful poem .....and I hope you will find healing in this terrible mess, just by knowing what a great friend you would be in case you were needed
Reenie
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I know it isnt anyones fault, I just wish that I could have seen that she needed to talk to someone, and I wish that I could have been there for her, I miss her, I truely miss her...
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Don't blame yourself its nobod's fault. You know how to be a great friend, I have known you for such a short time and you take time to listen. Stay strong my evil wenche, I am here for you. -
heartbreaking
...yes, she is a very selfless person. I can only hope, that the power of prayer will be strong enough to bring here back to us... to her sons....
*hugs* to you,
Criss -
You expressed yourself wonderfully. I agree with Eternal Flames and as I was reading felt a bit like I was intruding on your personal thoughts as well. You are right, however, and Jani is a wonderful person, a wonderful friend always with words of comfort and support to offer. Please do not be angry with yourself or feel guilty that you were not there because you were there. We all were there but Jani is that kind of person that she is so selfless that she is there to relieve the burdan for someone else but not want to burden anyone. That is one of the things that makes her so special. I am holding onto the Faith that the power of prayer is working and Jesus will send her back to us. I think she needed to know how many people really love her.
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Dana, thank you!!!!
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KeepingTheStars,
Your an amazing person! I read this entire page and to
be honest I felt as though I was intruding. This is so
emotional for everybody, including her boys. They have
a lot of people that love them very much but nothing can ever replace their mom or my older sister. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for caring.
Eternal Flames
(Dana) -
It is an impossible feeling to explain, but since many of us are feeling it, we know without explantion.
This was from your soul of heart, and such a blessed prayer.
I will remember you in my prayers as well.
Sam
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