I walk through the hallway,
Give a fake smile here and there.
So politely I wave,
To people who'll never care.
All day I feel sadness,
But the pain stays deep inside.
Behind all my smiles,
All the tears, they hide.
I'm fighting for sanity,
With every breath I take.
Wanting more and more to cry,
With every smile that I fake.
The more time goes by,
The farther away I fall.
Till the time finally comes,
When I won't be here at all.
The days all feel so long,
I'm just waiting for the night,
When the tears will freely fall,
And the blood will make everything all right.
Author notes
This is a poem I wrote when I was in a deep depression, but was still at the point where I was hiding it from everyone around me by smiling when I wanted to break down and cry.
Written October 3rd, 2004
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i know this feeling i'm going through it right now and it may end soon. but this was very good ^_^
avec amour *~Krymsin Kyss~* -
I love your style of writing stories and poetry. So intense, and I can relate to it.
Amazing,
~born in a burial gown~
Adam -
thats so good its just like something i would write i really like it - andi
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yea i have that famouse fake smile to i try really hard to be happy but i just fall deeper into depression and i hate it it seems like i cant go a day without crying anyways.. this was a very good poem had a nice flow to it. i liked it very much
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