I wish there was someone here to hold me.
Because I just lie here without joy.
Well all I have is apathy, all I am is apathy.
There's just something about you that makes me feel whole.
& if only I had that tonight...
I know if I saw you, you wouldn't talk to me.
You wouldn't even look my direction.
It's all because of my own stupidity.
How couldn't I have seen it?
You were the perfect one, & I didn't deserve you.
So why did I take such advantage of you?
Was it because I knew I could?
Or because I was just thoughtless?
I don't even know these days.
It seems so long ago that I knew you.
It seems so long ago that I saw you.
But I know it couldn't be that long..
& maybe I'm the same, & you're the same.
I'm pretty sure you wouldn't believe me if I told you otherwise.
I don't know why I go through it all.
All I am is EMPTY.
I want you with me, but I know now..
That's impossible.
So goodbye, and know that I'll never be the same again..
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Written September 14th, 2004
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Very Good, I like the ending, make an impact is what I always say...The last line should be a ounch..you hit it hard there...nice work...keep sharing and keep writing...
Jessi -
this is beautiful. i know exactly how you feel...keep up the good work and let your emotions be your guide...it helps!
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STAY STRONG!! LOVED IT!
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i loved it, i almost cried. it was so....great.
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