Im holding back these tears
From every day of lies..
I don't like many people.
And i love it when certain people crys.
I strongly truely feel
That everyone dispises me.
I just can't stand them
And when they are nice, it surprises me.
I just want to turn to a new group..
One that doesnt lie.
But if i did that..
They may make these tears of pain cry
It stings when i hold them in..
But i dont care
Because i dont wanna seem
As if i am scared..
I just want to get out.
Of feeling this way..
I think Its ME who is the problom..
But i will never be okay.
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Mannnn...this isjust me writing my feelings down on paper..I just feel weird with the friends i have been sticking with lately:S..yea
Written September 9th, 2004
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well doe t was really good to let ur feelings get out in that way keep pening keep those things come out ,
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ohhhh i wrote this a long ways back.. it was like in the summer at the beginning or something
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that makes me sad how yu think that we all lie and that u want to go to a diff group and that u think we dispise you
... if you want to leave so bad and if we r causing you all this pain then just leave our group. and i know that ur just trying to let ur feelings out but do it on paper instead of on this website where everyone can see. anywho..bye
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wow becca...see if u dun want there to be tears u cant hold fewelings liek this bout ur friends inside u need to stand up for urself and talk to ppl bout ur probs wit them instead of jus talkin to otehr ppl bout them actually talk to the person u have a prob with...i agree wit nicole...its nice tor ead about this on a world wide website before hearin this from u thanks...
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THIS POEM WAS JUST TO LET MY FEELINGS OUT..I JUST GOT ANGRY.
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thanks..its good to know you feel that way about your friends....which includes me..
Edited on Sep 11, 7:20 p.m. because ''.
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