I am losing control of the situation
but did I ever really have control?
I don't think so
And thats what upsets me
I don't know what I am in control of
I should be able to handle everything
I used to be in complete control
So what is different?
Its the same old me
So why can't I be in control
The ticket, the emotions
Its annoying really
Not to be able to control what happens to me
I guess I really need to start just trusting God
I really should, I trust him with other aspects
So what am I doing?
So I guess that is what I will do
I give it to you Lord
Take control I can't do it very well
So here ya go I give it all to you
Author notes
no clue why just started writing
Written August 29th, 2004
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