Why is it that I can never feel....
Never feel like I belong
Always alone
I never feel like I fit in
I always feel left out
when I try to fit in
It only gets worse
Then I am ridiculed for that
and still left alone
I guess this is my life
Should I get used to it
or should i try to change
every time i try to change,
I get knocked back down
I'm getting tired of getting up
Maybe I should just accept it
and move on but then i would risk
losing the friendships I have made
I'm not ready to give that up yet
close but there is something about them
that i can't explain
so i guess I'll hold on for
a few more days
before i let it all go
Author notes
alone, this piece is about how i feel, the last three stanzas are there because it is me realizing what i have to do.
Written August 28th, 2004
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