Who am I kidding, nothing has changed
Life's still the same, only the players have changed
I'm here all alone, I must really like it that way
For I keep choosing friends who prefer not to stay
I guess I deserve this for all my past sins
I try to cheat, but in the end fate always wins
So I'm resigned to this life, the life I did choose
Where winners stay winners and I'll always lose
the people I love, no they don't love in return
Now I've lost my last friend and I finally did learn
that friends aren't worth giving up all of your pride
and the best friend of all is the one that's inside.
Author notes
Obviously I was feeling sorry for myself that day and this is in NO WAY a reflection of reality. I have the best friend in the world who proves his love for me time and time again. I just need TOO much damn attention sometimes! (Love you BN!)
Written May 16th, 2004
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