What's Ahead?

Moving away from friends is so hard.
Although I'll only be gone for a little while,
I will miss them all.

But what of the one I love?
Why can't I be near her? Why isn't the way shown clearer?
Is the seperation supposed to be?  So many questions.

I look into her eyes, and watch her smile when she laughs
I see other guys look at her, but not the way I do.
I know I don't know her as much as I want to,
But I see more in her, than anyone else has.

I pray for her nightly, hoping that someday she'll open up.
Someday she'll bring me her pain and tears.
I'm there for her, this she'll always know.
If I could change my plans, I would, just for her.

I wish she knew just how much she means to me.
I feel that if I were to ever tell her, that it'd scare her away.
This is the only love that I've ever felt that seemed so real.
I guess I may never know what could be, unless I open up as well.

I wish that we had more time to spend together,
So that we could talk without restriction.  So much could be said,
So much would be known.  This love cannot be defined.
It's real, but is it there?  Only she can decide.