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What do You Say and Do After Open Heart Surgery

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Snippets of Thoughts While Coming Out of an Anesthetic

by Gregg Rowe


Belief comes in many forms.



Do a sponge bath daily:
Remind yourself of the Nile's
Public baths where people
Religiously cleansed their souls
With weekly public sponge baths.



Massage your stapled incisions:
underneath people will see
there beats the goodness of your heart.



Wear your battle scars proudly:
you are alive
to tell the story behind them.



Say:  I love you:
Not only to your care giving team
But also to yourself;
Because imperfection
is now branded
upon your skin.



This train station
is my next
train stop
on my ticketed journey.



Never just think of yourself.



You cannot value life
until you have been
a witness to near death.



Meditate, concentrate, evaluate.



Think and create different ways
you can thank all your angels
that had kissed you




Embrace all your friends
who have shaken your hand.



Say Hi!at least once a day,
shower them with your smiles,
whisper an anonymous thank-you¡
to every care giver and everyone else
you encounter on your journey of recovery
before it ends:
That way
you can be sure you have
thanked everyone you intended.



One of my red pills (Colace)
has the initials PMS
in white letters written on it
(Ironically, the pill, is a stool softener.)



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  • p b without the j
    February 19, 2006
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    Now this is what I call...something. As soon as I find a word to call this, I will call it that.
    .......Might take me a while, though .
    Life is precious, and even though you wrote this in...2004, the truths prolly still apply. Actually, I found them deeply insightful and love-r-ly.
    If I ever went through open heart surgery, I'm not sure I could be as optimistic as you are. It takes someone strong to come out of something like that positvie and full of life. That, in itself, is a greater reward than anything else.
    You're amazing


  • Darianna
    August 28, 2004
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    There's some really good advice in there!! I think I shall bookmark this so I can reread in the future!! This should be syndicated so everyone reads it. Beats all the misery writes some people write...oh that includes me...smiles. This is really comforting and really positive, thankyou for sharing it here. Thankyou for entering my contest, good luck, Dari xxx


  • fishingwitch2
    August 19, 2004
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    Excellent flow, well written

    "You cannot value life
    until you have been
    a witness to near death'..I have lived this myself, and know life is so precious. Love to your Gregg. TC


  • lordoftherings gold member
    August 19, 2004
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    Jacki: I had the same thing happen to me when I was directed to Joan’s Angels on a Mountain High poem, freaky the way things work out here with allpoetry....it seems to direct us to the readings we need the most in our life now. Gregg


  • Jacki D
    August 19, 2004
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    Sorry Gregg, I didn't realize I had commented on this sometime ago. But I yruely needed to read it again, as I have my own health issues to make decisions on in the near future. Sometimes fate just steps in and leds us to something we need to think about. Jacki


  • misselaineous
    August 19, 2004
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    i feel sick! just the background Gregg - the background- I don't do wavy lines so don't expect an essay hunny
    the words however - they made me sit up and think some about the inevitabilty of death and also the joy of living... so I guess it works! my typing going one way and the lines the other - yuk!
    anyway... I love the sentiment and am grateful you are well.
    elaine


  • FlawedDestiny
    August 19, 2004
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    I always like these little snippet type poems, they really teach me a lot at times. I am sorry to say that the background is driving me INSANE. It was hard for me to read this. But I did enjoy the actual poem.
    ~*Destiny*~


  • Nelak
    July 13, 2004
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    Gregg, I really like the changes you have done to this. It makes it all the more powerful. Here I go again, emotional, sorry. Sending you much love, my friend. LOVE*

    Sincerely

    Kalen


  • Lionheart
    July 10, 2004
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    One word of caution---Do not play volleyball two weeks after your surgery as I did. Just take it easy friend.


  • July 10, 2004
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    Hi Gregg I'm very happy to see they took good care of your heart and spirit while you were away! As always another beautiful write from you. Take care of you and get lots of rest. Cindy


  • candy177
    July 9, 2004
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    Glad to see you're back Gregg! Take it easy and just relax for now - I wish you a speedy recovery!


  • angelica silver member
    July 9, 2004
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    Gregg,
    will be glad to see you come home tomorrow, just remember don't overdo it you don't want to end up back in there again.
    I love the comment my young friend Kalen has written, she feels your pain, as I was talking to her on MSN as she wrote this.
    So, will catch you when you are feeling better~Love you~Joan


  • Vampress
    July 9, 2004
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    I told you once before that my Fiance (now ex) was getting a transplant. Well, things didn't go. He had a heart attack a week before his transplant was supposed to take place and they told him there was no way he could have it now. The doctor told him last week that he has two weeks left to live.
    Anyway, I hope you recover soon Gregg.
    Vampress

  • Nelak
    July 9, 2004
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    Bravo, Gregg. (((HUGS)))

    Gregg,

    I've been deciding on whether or not I should write a comment. I believe that I want to say the right words and afraid that I may not. I've been reading what has been going on with you through friends on AllPoetry. I am terribly sorry with what you have/had to go through. The Angels are with you, every step of the way. You know, I sent an Angel to come watch over you. Please know that you are in my heart. This is the first time that I have commented on a piece of yours. After reading this I was overwhelmed with emotions, I felt like crying. You are strong, Gregg. You will heal, allow yourself to think positively. I send you my love. Take good care of yourself. Remember to smile.

    What comes from the heart, goes to the heart.

    Sincerely,



    Kalen


  • maryannde gold member
    July 9, 2004
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    I think I find the vastness of your heart most amazing in this. I know the amount of pain involved with open heart, and many can't see past the pain to even think about thanking those who try to make your recovery a bit easier.
    Most caregivers try very hard to be considerate of human dignities, and if they are thanked, it can only help them to feel better about themselves.

    This was a wonderful look at the afterdays of your surgery.
    I am so very glad you have come through and relish the battle scars. Believe me...it will fade in time though always a reminder of this victory.

    I see your sense of humor was not affected...

    and a speedy recovery!
    Mary ann


  • Terry-too silver member
    July 9, 2004
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    Hard for me to see "Add a comment" but I guess I found it!
    Absolutely delighted to see your message among the Features,
    had thought of you in your absence, like so many others. One of the neat things about survival at times of peril is to know that now you begin the rest of your life, rich in the wisdom that this experience has brought. Wonderful to have you back!
    --Dee


  • MargaretG
    July 9, 2004
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    Get well soon

    You have compressed a lot of observations and wisdom into this little piece, and the apparent roughness is a testament to both your physical and mental condition at the time. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak! Take your time, recover well, and we look forward to seeing you here more often.

  • Lionheart
    July 9, 2004
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    Take care

    I wish you a speedy recovery. You will be fine. I have had this surgery twice and I am much better off because of them. I have lived 22 years with sever heart disease and several heart attacks and thanks to the open heart surgeries, I am still around. I wish you well,
    Richard
    Edited on Jul 09, 8:36 p.m. because ''.

  • TheOneRomeo
    July 9, 2004
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    Well those are certainly some things to complete and do after that kind of tough experience...best wishes to you of getting better soon...hope floats...

  • Hobbit Warrior
    July 9, 2004
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    Haven't heard from you for awhile. Of course, I'm haven't commented on your stuff I don't believe, so you're prolly thinking "who are you" and I'll just say a quiet admirer.
    Love this. And glad you seem to be coming around. Hope to see you up and writing soon.
    Amanda


  • whispernthedark Greeters member
    July 9, 2004
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    This is a wonderful poem. My grandmother had open heart surgery in April, and I lost her last night. This cuts to my bone.

    I pray you recover Gregg.



    ~whisper


  • July 9, 2004
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    going to ditto astralshepherd's comment. don't touch this one! leave it as is...a reminder of the day you felt well enough to write.

    as for the thank you's....yes, so very important! had the good fortune to run into one of my caregivers at the hospital thursday. not sure they remembered me...but i remembered them...and made sure to say thank you once again. those two little words can mean so much.

    pms on colace? hehehe...surprised they didn't have poo instead!
    speaking of pooh, here's some hunney for you
    and a stroke and kiss on the forehead for good measure.
    welcome back!
    ~liz


  • Onyx Dragon
    July 9, 2004
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    Glad to have you Back Gregg darlin'. Back to tease us girls who can't have you.


  • NurseChilly gold member
    July 9, 2004
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    Glad to see the road to recovery is finally happening.. well done Trooper.. you'll get there.. all it takes is time..


    ~GILL~xxx


  • hugh wyles silver member
    July 8, 2004
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    Dear Gregg,
    It's great to see you coming back, buddy! All is good.
    Prayer for you is still going so take it easy and let
    time and rest work the healing. And don't be phased
    about being scarred for life because it's just so great
    that it is for life after all.
    Best wishes and regards. Please keep in touch. Hugh.

  • Jacki D
    July 8, 2004
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    Bravo

    I was so glad to see your on my fave's newest post.You have been in my thoughts and prayers alot.Your increible strenght has shone through in this draft.Keep on regaining that strenght and being pampered a bit. Jacki


  • barefoot contessa silver member
    July 8, 2004
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    Take it easy mentor. Don't rush your recovery. We miss you here.

  • listen
    July 8, 2004
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    so proud of you.you have overcome so much in your life so far and you have many things yet to enjoy.get well soon.miss you.

  • oneluckygirl
    July 8, 2004
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    ... and one thing I'd like to see you do - be patient with your healing. You have been battling for so long. Now it is time to relax and enjoy your victory. Happy to have you with us again, but we can hold off on our parade of celebration until you are strong enough to lead us in our strut of joy!


  • astralshepherd gold member
    July 8, 2004
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    Amazing

    I remember my surgeries for cancer, now nearly 30 years ago, and am thrown into a mess of mangled memories. The pain, the sutures that ran from my groin to my sternum, the sense of helplessness and the commonality of the line in your poem with the way i felt….
    ” You cannot value life
    Until you have been
    A witness to near death”
    I have kept that outlook all these years. Yes i get depressed and from time to time i have the overwhelming urge to throw it all away and then i remember i was gifted with a second chance and life seems to brighten a bit more.
    Your poem is wonderful for a first draft….hell, keep this one as is and call the revision something else.
    Get well and continue to heal.

    Blessings and best wishes,

    ~richard

  • RoughRider
    July 8, 2004
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    Excellent

    Praying for you everynight my dear friend!

  • angelica silver member
    July 8, 2004
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    AWWW Gregg, it is so good to see you write something. You are alive and will be home soon. yes, wear your scars proudly as there does beat a good heart, when you come close to death you do appreciate life more, it changes your whole outlook, I have been there three times since 1997. I am a better person because of them.will look forward to you coming home~Love to you my friend~Joan


  • shastadaisey123
    July 8, 2004
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    Believe comes in many forms....should this be "belief?"...anyway this is a great draft...colace..the pill of hope.remember that...I like this Gregg....freda


  • avar valley
    July 8, 2004
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    this piece reminds me to validate those I love. It doesn't really make me think of open heart surgery but I guess this is what you would do after the fact. Never the less, Great piece.
    -KTG


  • On wings of lead
    July 8, 2004
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    Very original piece...I really did enjoy reading this. What a great work to come out of something so tragic! Good job here!
    *^*synthesthesia*^*


  • RockinToyotaChick
    July 8, 2004
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    Awesome read!

    Interesting, heartwarming, no pun intended, read! (I am a nurse!, and give those colaces out like after-dinner mints following a garlicky meal!)I, too, have been near death twice, not heart problems, thank God, but just as life-threatening! I hope you have mended! Keep penning! Love, LadyJayne

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