Rambling

How do I begin?
I can't explain all these feelings I have.
I'm in love, but I'm confused.
I don't know whether or not to go with my heart
Or with what I think.

I don't want to lose her.
She's all I've ever wanted in a girl
And more.
She has a pure heart and is focused towards the lord.
Is it a show, or is it for sure?

I guess I need to trust.
She says she never lies, but how do I know?
Trust, Derek, trust her because your heart yearns for her.
I need to keep telling myself that.
No matter what...trust.

I know I'm moving far away...
I know that I'll need that trust if we were to try
And I will have that trust,
I just need to look past the unknown
And see the heart and beauty that I do know.

I've got it!  We need to share.
Share what we feel...together, not on the phone
Together.  Know each other's hearts,
Not just what's outside and what we show
But how we feel, what we know is true.

Love conquers all...Even the boundries of unknowing and lack of trust.
I will conquer my fears, and I will dry up her tears.