underneith all the makeup
and all the strange clothes
is a little girl that nobody knows
a little girl with pains and aches
a young woman whos heart breaks and breaks
she hides behind anything she can
and pretends to be fine
but deep down shesn crying for help inside
people say shes weird
and some even call her a freak
but if they only knew what its like
how it feels to not have a perfect life
only knew what she goes through
everyday and night
she wears dark clothes because thats how she feels
she wears long sweatshirts and long sleeves all the time
but sometimes someone will see her arm
and the little red lines
not really a line
more like a slice
the kind of slice that comes froma kinfe
or a razor blade
she'll use anything sharp
thats how she deals with the pain in her heart
but maybe some day she'll get help
maybe some day she will talk
maybe some day she'll be accepted
maybe some day she will be loved
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Written June 14th, 2004
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wow! this poem reminds me of someone i know minus wearing dark clothes, because she doesn't wear dark clothes. and instead of sweaters, she wears bracelets to cover her scars. i like this poem a lot. great job!
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loved it, i can relate so much u write like u know and u seem so pationate about it, ur defintly a great poet and keep it up
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whoa, i'm awed! i do this every single day. i wear dark, huge clothes because i feel insecure, i wear long sleves because of my cutting, i hide behind anything, and i act like i'm okay so i know exactly what you're going through. tho i don't cut on my arm anymore because that's too risky. anyway if you wanna talk, i'm here. awesome poem! later,
*courtney* -
Great job!
This is so sad. Very well written though. I enjoyed reading this and I look forward to reading more of ur writings! Keep up the good work.
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