This is whats giong on

Im all alone and always will be
I just have to exept this as me
This sorrowful thing is all I portray
I have to live with these thoughts day after day
I cry out and no-one ever hears
I make myself bleed, before I shed tears
Why does it have to be this way
I have to live with me bieng like this day after day
I need some help but everyone doesn't really care
Its getting really close, you'll wake up and I won't be there
You'll never realize this pain I'm giong through
These sorrowful times and days so blue
Im trying to hold on, Im holding on to a thread called hope
but i'm suffering inside, I don't know how to cope
Im all alone and always will be
This pain inside no-one can see
I'll bottle up from the world and hide
You'll never realize it, till I commit suicide.....
and then its all to late
all to late and so sad
Why'd it have to be this way? wheres the happy ending?
I know its just all to bad.....