it was dark outside
dark and cold
and im walking alone
no where to go
do i keep going
or should i turn back
and i keep feeling a breeze
creep upon my back
i feel things are watching me
like im not alone
is someone there?
i ran away from home
why did i do it?
just to get away
awy from the pain
and all the hurtful things you say
maybe if i go far enough
i will just forget
forget the bad memoriez
things that i regret
things you did
times i cryed
when i was sad and wanted to die
so now i am here
here in the dark
thinking about you
thinking about the world
one more person gone wont hurt anything
will it?
i pull out my knife and dig it in my arm
i drag it up and down
cus i like causing myself harm
i argue with myself should i do it or not
should i end it all now?
no one would know
no one would see
cus no one is here
no one cares about me
would anyone miss me?
or notice i was gone?
would anyone look for me?
or even hear my scream?
ive made my decision
ive made my choice
its all over now
im ending this life
this is it
im using my knife
my wrists are sliced
bloods pooring down
and this is it
i end my life
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Written May 13th, 2004
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Wow...wow wow wow.
YOu know what? I'd really like you to read my "letter" called "Help me help you"...
I think that it's right up your lane and I'd love if you'd be apart of it!
This was a magnificent piece given what it was written about...
It's a shame that people feel this way sometimes and it makes me want to just get up and help...
So that is what I've done...
Wonderful job dear.
*Eva* -
i feel just the same way you do. i feel like noone cares about me and if i killed myself, would they miss me? i donno. life sucks period. its all just one big pain in the ass and everyone puts you down and you can't change anything. at least that's the way i feel. and i've cut so many times it's unbelievable or i can't count. i agree when you say "one person gone won't hurt anything". of course, my mom thinks i'm mental and needs "professional help". i go to a phsyciatrist ( if thats how you spell it) but i think she's about ready to send me to a mental instituion. lol. well i've done enough blabbering but i will continue to read more of your poems and i hope you will check out some of mine....please. catch you later and maybe we can chat sometime. i like to get to know people who are like me. later....courtney
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