not at all like that

i'm not at all conceited if i were i'd wouldn't be able to live knowing that i'm not lesbian either
so won't these people just stop? just because i don't sit with yous at lunch no more don't mean you got to be so damn jealous of the other people i sit with just because i'm happier than i ever was before doesn't mean you got to try and make me miserable alright?
so just stop!!
i used to trust yous i used to care for yous but now i know that those feelings were a simple illusion one that i couldn't figure out right away
i thought yous were my true friends my one and only bestest friends
but oh how i was dead wrong
you guys never cared about me
i was just your little pawn and the world was the chessboard
you ordered me around
well i'll tell you something right now
you all are just hating of my new life of the resistance i've put over the last month
so why don't yous just go and rot in hell?and stop trying to harm me in some sad little pathetic way? heard you got a new me one who seems better but you'll never know that i am great and when i'm older popular and rich
and you show up at my home asking me to take you in i'm just gonna slam the door in your face
so keep saying all those nasty untrue things about me and when you need me most i'll just do what you did to me and turn you the other way
cause i still have the satisfaction of knowing it's not true
all you're doing is giving me importance making me feel pleased to know that someone still talks about me after all those days i wasted my fading youth
oh well at least I can put it behind me
at least i know and others know that i ain't like that at all
so go on spreading your lies you're only making yourself look bad
and making me pleased!! hahaha!!