Dark Angel

Oh God, the sky is dark with my tears.
I feel venomous coil strike my worst fears.

I feel so lonely, like a baby lost in wood.
Please take me once again under your hood.

My pain bitters my tongue; I seek answer.
Why was I cast away like lump of cancer?

Take me to your arms, I have been neglected enough.
For centuries, I have walked alone on the paths rough.

I know deep in your heart, you too long for me.
You cry in depths of pain when forsaken you see me.

For a moment, I feel like throwing the burden of false sin.
And again bask in the glory of love with my angel kin.

I can hear you voice calling me to come out from void,
Calling me to come out of dark depths of abysses hyoid.
I know this can never be done.
From my duties I can never run.
I have seen you create night to show the freshness of day
Torrential rains to appreciate the warmth of Sun’s ray

I have seen you toil to make the balance of Worlds right.
I have seen you tender feeble seed and nurture Mountain’s might.

For the sweetness of water is forgotten in absence of thirst.
You love and mercy not be remembered in absence of painful burst.

Your child has taken up this curse to show the world of your goodness.
With smile on my lips, every moment I have sung of your greatness .

You servant, your angel was never boastful and nor full with pride.
You and only know the pain which he in his heart hides

My love for you is beyond my pain.
It transcends every border, visage or frame

But to the world a dark side is to be shown, so your light can be seen.
For all to feel bliss of your mercy, I need to be both dirty and mean.