Everywhere

Today I thought I saw you.

But like everyday, I didn't. It was just insanity laughing in my face, dancing around my hearts casket with joy and glee. Screeching like a demon with the face of an angel.

I thought I saw you.

And my cold dead heart began to beat for a second. Blood slightly colored in my cheeks, My eyes began to glow a bit, a smile pulled at the corners of my face. In that second was true happiness, just a murmur of a memory, like a whisper in the wind. Then it stopped, dead. I turned to stone once again.

I thought I saw you today.

But that was just a trick of the light. The elements and God against me, grinning like savages over easy prey. Sweet eyes and voices but with dark intentions. For that is the only reason why God would smile upon me.

I thought today I saw you.

It was only a thought, never a reality. You'll never come back to me. I'll never see the love in your eyes or hear the affection in your voice again. Because you're gone. Gone forever to me. Never to belong to me. And yet... You everything I see, Everything I need, Everything around me. You're Everywhere.