Please...

                                                                                  Please
I would never intentionally hurt you..
And if I did, I would never forgive myself..
I know I have. And Have I forgiven myself..?
No.
Any emotion of yours,
that is not positive...
Hurts me...
Because it is my fault. And I
                                                                                  Believe
That it might even hurt me,
more than it hurts you...
Just the thought of you in any sort of pain..
Kills me.
Because you are the only thing I care about..
I'd do anything for you..
I'd die right now,
For you.
All I want for
                                                                                  Me
is for you,
to always be happy.
I know that all sounds so very cheesy.
But I am serious.
                                                                                  When
you first told me,
That you loved me..
My heart did not stop...
It started.
Someone as amazing as you,
Loving me..
                                                                                  I
do not believe it...
I will not take you for granted.
I cannot lose you..
You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I cannot even began to comprehend my own
feelings for you..
                                                                                  Say,
you were to...
Die.
I would too..
I would D I E..
Writing those words hurts.
The idea is painful.
But i mean it!
And please remember that
                                                                                  I
really do want to say things,
when you give me those speechless moments..
They're in my mind..
I just can't put them into clear English..
Maybe that's why I sound so fake,
when I try to express my
                                                                                  Love
for you..
Because I cannot sum up how MUCH I love you.
I wish you could read my thoughts..
Then you would understand..
You would know..
You would believe..
That's all I want..
is for
                                                                                  You
to believe..
to know..
to embrace the fact..
That I love you,
trust me,
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