Every time I close my eyes
I remember all that we've been through
and the thought that I lost you
makes me want to weep
I close my eyes and I see tears
running down your face
it brakes my heart because I don't know
if those tears were caused by me
or if another hurt you
and I hate myself for the pain I caused
and the pain I wasn't there to stop
But then I open my eyes and see
you laugh and smile as you look into his eyes
I'm so numb inside my heart
and it brakes because I failed where others succeed
