No one can understand
my reasoning behind my expressionless mask.
I currently wait and watch those
who might become someone to me.
Waiting for the right person is hard
yet many have been able to endure the difficult test of my sarcasm.
But you have been patient and related to my hidden self,
something that no one else has done.
I only wish that I could explain and express the feelings,
yet I dont know if they would be enough.
Being this imperfect causes great doubt inside me,
now I cant tell if I'm good enough for you.
After the debating in my head with myself ends
you could be surprised by the response.
I just hope you werent joking,
every time you said you cared.
Author notes
im not exactly sure as to why i decided to write this piece. maybe i did i like someone...maybe i didnt. it was based on someone i knew who was going through something like that, liking someone and not being able to tell them outright. they eventually got over it, which is always good.
Written April 15th, 2003
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