Over A Year...

It's been just over a year
I've come to terms with my fear
I'm still having trouble letting go
But you're clueless even still
You don't even know
The impact you've made in my life
I did everything I could for you
I struggled, never refused to fight
I was on top for the longest of time
But everyone's reign falls
Now you're no longer mine
Confused in disbelief
How could this feeling stay inside of me?
I guess because what I felt was real
So don't question my actions
No need for making deals
Time goes by and not a call from you
But when you needed help
It's my word I stay true too
You fell and I reached out
But when you're living good
It's me you could care less about


Lasted over two and a half years
But I've seem to disappear
Outta your life, another fear, another tear
Having a hard time coping with the facts
Memories swarm at me
I'm under attack
I promised you it all
But it means nothing now
It fell apart so fast
I'm still asking 'how?'
Where did it go wrong?
Or was it even meant to last
I don't consider you a mistake
I don't regret the past
Will always consider you part of my life and a friend
I've learned a lesson, I'm able to transcend
I wish you the very best after our parting ways
I have a place for you
In my mind you'll always stay...