With You !

With you,
My life was amazing,
You my Prince charming,
The most amazing guy I had ever met.

I never wanted to left you,
I wanted to lay there forever,
I wanted you to stay with me forever,
I wanted to be with you no matter what.
I wanted you to father my children.

My family loved you,
I loved you,
My friends loved how happy I was with you,
Everyone was always commenting on how happy I had become,
How much I must have loved you.

How couldn’t I love you,
Your big blues eyes,
Your golden brown,
Your prefect body against mine.

But I saw pain on the horizon,
I didn’t want to believe it,
It couldn’t be true,
You wouldn’t hurt me ever.

But I was wrong,
My friends mean the world to me,
You knew that,
That was the worst way to hurt me,
Hurt them I hurt more,
I thought you knew that.

You had to hurt me.

You forced yourself into my friends,
You stole her innocence,
You stole everything from her,
You RAPED her,
And left her there,
In the middle of nowhere,
Hoping she would never be found.

You thought I never find out,
She was my best friend,
You hurt more than I thought possible.

I was turned 15 just 6 month before.
You had two months,
Until you were sixteen.

You Broke me,
You Broke my friend,
Left feeling and  knowing,
That I wouldn’t ever be able to face you again,
To touch you prefect face or body,
I loved you more then life itself,
Now I hate you than anything now.

I felt so foolish,
For loving you,
For ever loving you,
For allowing you near me.

I was left broken,
I wanted to be whole again,
I wanted my best friends back.

With you before this,
My life was amazing.

After you after what you did,
My life is shattered,
Into million pieces,
That I cant find the strength to piece back together.