That boy sitting there

I sat there waiting
Just waiting to see
If that boy sitting there
Would ever look at me
Then one day he happened to walk by
I smiled at him and he said hi
Finally the day i had waited for
He and i just standing at the door
Laughing smiling not a care in the world
And finally the feeling of wanting to hurl
was gone at last at last i was free of those nerves
that haunted me.

it made me happy to be talking to him
kinda like the feeling when your about to go swim you get all excited
and its such a rush i guess that's why they call it more than a crush