I'm Afraid...

I was holding your hand under the star- lit skies and I was only hearing our breathes mumble under the chilly moonlight of Autumn. I longed to tell you how much you own my heart. I'm afraid you might falter. I'm afraid you might disappear...

I was riding in your luxurious car while you abruptly grasps for my hand as we drove by the luminous countryside of Plainsboro. I hoped we could declare to the world that we are dating. I'm afraid the world isn't ready for us. I'm afraid the world will stop us...

I am falling for you so much that I could feel my throbbing heart loudly pounding through my chest. I want to be your girlfriend officially. I want to confront you about how I love you so much and I need you. But i'm afraid you might be scared of the distance. I'm afraid you might give up on us again...

I love you very much. I need you so much. I want to be with you every second of everyday. I have to be with you or else I'd die with my anticipation to see you again. But I am afraid you might find me clingy. I'm afraid you might think I'm too overwhelming to be with...

I am hoping that you are staring at the same bright and distant star that I am looking at right now. I hope as you look out through the stars, you'd see me wink as I blow you a kiss. Though I'm afraid you might think I'm a stalker. I'm afraid I can see you every second.

I LOVE you. You drive me crazy. Your charm is killing my sanity. I love you so much. I'm afraid you might ignore me. I'm afraid you might break my heart..