No kiss today
your hand in mine,
it slips away
i sit here waiting for you to call
expecting a phone to ring
i find nothing at all
perhaps its anxiety,
maybe there's nothing wrong at all
A hug could fix this mess
i walk towards you,
holding out my arms in distress
you run bye
my wants you seem to defy
i walk my way,
and you walk yours
perhaps itll be better..
maybe the next day
i talk to you,
and you talk back
there's emptyness
an unseen crack
for as i speak
what im here to say
my words spill out
the wrong way
and all i get in return
is a mumble a groan
a slight churn
sometimes a simple moan
is it something i did,
why wont you say
i must rid these thoughts from my head
for in the end i know you care
but my logic seems to think its unfair
and all i need is a simple smile
a touch on the chest
i can wait a while
but the slightest sign that you care
and i am content
everything is fair
fuck my mind and these evil thoughts
nothing is wrong
i just care lots....
Author notes
im ending this, i cant bare it this fucking anxiety, you wont pay attention to me, you treat me like shit? i deserve better
What do you think of this? what does it mean?
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LOVE IT
I know how you felt. I never want you to feel this again -
heartfelt
i like the way you exposed your feelings i believe this is a topic we can all relate in some way. keep writing take care~ rachel
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Very heartfelt.......angry....yet sad....yet in love...perhaps a few regrets....
If this is from a true experience.......I would have to say shed yourself from the anxiety....
Good write though
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I can definately relate to this piece. Don' t you just love when people do that to you??? (Didn't think so) You did an amazing job writing this piece. Keep up your amazing work! And remember this: YOU DON'T NEED SOMEONE WHO TREATS YOU LIKE THAT! Find someone better.
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Wow.
That's pretty deep. D:
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