You're presence is likedi

You're presence is like
disgusting alien eyes
looking through me at the lies I've told
to keep you aware
that there are others here, beside you.
When you breathe,
it feels like a worm is crawling inside of me,
your disgusting like a worm,
and you can't even fuckin'g see it.
I don't like my life the way it is,
I liked it with you in it you disgusting animal.
I'm sick now and it won't go away!
You fucked me up with no hope for any recovery ever.
Does that make you feel good?
I hope it does because if it doesn't?
You should be sorry,
you should be broken too.
You should be aware of the world,
me as you're reminder
that your not as amazingly insignificant as you think
or wish
or should be!
You're thought's are probably so cold and empty,
but that's good for you isn't it?
Oh wow have you changed my love,
oh wow have we both become what we hate.
It wouldn't have ben like that, even if you didnt love me!
But simply if you hadn't lied and killed me inside and made me sick.
You were like a double catalyst,
for my downfall or for my survival
and you didn't help me survive, I can tell you that much as a fact.
Put some contacts in those alien eyes dear,
and go ruin another life.