i keep hoping.
i still don't think you know,
and if you do
then i promise
you'll forget
because i'm not important enough
it seems.
i keep fearing
that you'll find out
that i don't call you my brother,
that i really actually might
love you.
and i don't want you to know
because
that would change
everything.
tomorrow is a new
day. so i will
smile
and smile more
but pretend that
everything is still the same
and that each time you smile
at me
my heart doesn't smile back.
i am begging
you to give me a chance.
let me prove
that i can be
the one you're looking for
and that i won't ever
break your heart.
you've never had the chance
and if you don't give me one,
we'll never know
if i could be the one.
