Why do I waste my time,
Thinking about your dumb ass?
Why do I even bother,
Batting an eye lash?
You are not worth shit to me,
You make me wanna yack.
I hate you I HATE YOU,
You mother fuckin QUACK.
You got the fuck out my life,
Now get the fuck out my thoughts.
Stop stalking me in the day,
And haunting me in the night.
You tore my heart to shreds,
You fucking nasty cunt.
I loved you with all my heart,
And you could care less.
What kind of mother were you?
I wasted so many fucking tears on you.
I wasted so many nights slicing my arm,
All because you were an abusive, neglectful....
B----I----T----C----H!
I hate what you did to me,
I hate what you put me through.
Most of all I fucking hate that,
You loved me up just to let me down.
I don't believe in hating others,
But look at what the fuck you did.
You were so cold, so fucking calise.
You don't even deserve the mother title.
You may have it but just know,
YOU DEFINITELY DON'T DESERVE IT.
You good for nothing abusive fucking prick.
I loved you with all my heart.
And I hate that I STILL FUCKIN' LOVE YOU.
Why do I love you? WHY? WHY? WHY?
How could I still have love for you?
What the fuck is my problem?
I attempt to hate you,
But I can't.
FUCK IT.
I'm done.
Just do me one favor,
GET THE FUCK OUT MY THOUGHTS!
Author notes
I hate not her...but the fact that I still love her.....she is not a mother
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wow this is so good i really can feel the hate nice
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lol thank you for reading and commenting sweety! I appreciate it! Yes their was alot of anger felt with this one when I wrote it lol.
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Wow, very powerful. All I can think of to say is amazing write. And I love you
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Thank you so much my besty for reading and commenting!!! I really don't like for others to witness this part of me, my anger/rage,
but had to write this lol. Anyways I appreciate you taking the time once again to read my writes!!! I hope your night is good my dearest!!! I'm off to bed now hun! Hopefully we can chat tomorrow!
Love Ya,
Sarah
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I can understand not wanting it to be seen but that is what this website is for. Letting it all out in a poem or a journal and feeling better when people give them good comments.
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Sweet Jesus
I think I just shit myself reading that, wow...strong damn anger in there, a mother is god in the eyes of a child and she was till she did that to you but your love for her is unconditional because she was just so close till she broke your heart and all that. I can't say I know how you feel because I've never been in this situation but I'm here for you sis. <3 don't let her get you down...what she did is unforgivable and you are soo right she does not even deserve the mother title. Thankies
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