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in this world you are taught that if you love you will get love in return and yes in some occasion that is true but i find myself siting at the table wondering and wait only to find out that i cant see anyone with me in love with me or wanting to date i just cant see it i feel like i am annoying to my friends if i tell them im sad no one would care no one wants to no matter how much i do how much i suffer to make others happy if the caught a glimpse at that would it be worth it to find out that i have done so much to help everyones loves, everyones problem, everones life and expecting for me to say ok with out problems or complant. no one has ever heard me complain about this but i dont think i can date anyone because everyone dosnt want me that way and i dont think anyone ever will i being depress for something so far from my reach yet i understand it so well everyday everyone tells me about their love life and how good or bad they are  just last week my friend got out of a long term relationship due to the fact that she was cheating but here is the thing they had a relationship me i will never be with a guy i will never fight in a love relationship because i never get one and i wil never have those beautiful moments with a guy that i despratly want but i will never get it because all i do ....is.. give