One of the reasons were the cuts you showed
But the other reasons were much worse
I thought about them as I saw your hearse
I know how he was tortured by his dad,
And how his behaviour made you mad
And how you wish he’d never gone,
But he has, gone for long
I wish we hadn’t disagreed
On that horrible last day by the trees
I wish I could apologise
For all I did, for all the lies
It’s too late to do anything now,
Maybe I’ll see you, I don’t know how
I have those cuts on my arm too
We could be twins, me and you
I miss you so much every day
And I wish something would take it all away
And the one I miss, the one who I knew
Is the beautiful, wonderful, you
Dedicated to my best friend Lauren, who committed suicide in 2008
R.I.P Lauren, missing you always

xxxx



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