How Is Anyone To Compare

Years have me thinking that it's only been days.
Days since I felt my heart be ripped from my chest.
When my mind comes to you, I've tired to hard to be mad.
To be mad at you for what you did. For some odd reason when I try to be mad.

I can't its like my mind shuts off, but I only start weeping because of you.
My emotions have turned against me, I have people that love me,
but I can't love them back because of you. Because of you, my heart is laying in,
shattered pieces on the floor. My mind just more focused on you.
For all the right and wrong reasons. I can't make you love me, though I know I can ask,

You this, "Look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me?"
You might have broke me, and my spirit it seems.
That would be only because no real closure between us has been found.
You looked away when you broke up with me, saying you didn't know if you wanted,
to be in a relationship. If you needed to find yourself fine, but acting the way you did,
was a crock of crap. I don't understand way you played me like you did, then turn around and tell me that.

I wish I could move on from you, to leave and forget your person was even alive.
I want to find someone that will love men, that wants to be in a relationship.
So, I want to move on from you, but I can't find anyone that compares to you.
Your eyes, your gentle touches, the kisses you gave. How is someone to compared,
to how you made me feel. So far I haven't found anyone.

Though there's the realization have I gave anyone the chance to prove to me,
that their better than him, or am I so far gone in love with this man that doesn't want,
me to allow someone to show me better things, that would make him seem less of him. I just want to forget this pain, forget it was ever here.

Though I can't because the pain is to real.
I feel my heart breaking with every beat,
With every thought of you.
My eyes raw from crying so much.
How is anyone to compare to you,
Well to what you were to me.