redheaded spitfire

my head is spinning
stomach churning
with her name still
ringing in my ears
ignites a hunger deep inside
it starts a fire begging
to consume those memories
to engulf them, leaving nothing
not a sign, no not a trace of ashes

with my spinning head
and aching guts
my eyes are burning
with an acid of the past
of things i've seen
things i've done and done again
they can't be taken back
she has a never ending hold
on me that haunts my sweetest memories

she is everywhere i turn
in every corner of my dreams
i can never let this go
i can never breathe again
without a fear of her
to imitate my every move