The air is thin.
it stings as I inhale
and seeps into the pores of my flesh
to torture my joints
reminds me of today and yesterday,
the insults and frustrations
of a goddamn conscience
too nice for my own good-
doesn't get me anywhere
but insomnia and insanity
and this freezing room
I am so desperately trying to avoid
under three covers-
because after all,
I would never make you compromise
either the ceiling fan or the AC.
No,
Instead, I give up my own comforts
to please someone
who doesn't give two shits
about my well-being
or all the hurdles I have jumped
so they can just lay on their ass
and tell me
when we are out of milk
so I have some anger issues...I'll deal with it tomorrow. *yawn* 
!!! why don't I ever sleep!!!????




but when he falls asleep I steal his body heat. im sneaky like that...mwah ha ha! lol


times ten.


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