I cut to make the numbness leave
no one understands how good it feels to bleed!
For those few mintues I feel alive
When all i want to do is die
My closest friends know about my release
They tell me that I should learn to decrease
They dont understand the relief
I wish I could stop
but I just cant drop
this knife
that helps me go through life
My friends do the one thing Im incapable of
That is to let my emotions out through tears
This weakness is what I fear!
Maybe one day I can quit
and be fit
For someone to love me
The way that I always love them
But for now this is thee end
