Lustful sorrow

Here we are, taking our last stand against or what we fear the most, but yet, cherish. Love.
Standing on the moon, staring back into the eyes of the monster that brings this pain upon us.
My heart tells me to swim, to breathe.
But all i could do, is drown in my thoughts of my past pain....but what of my future?
Trapped in a cloud of lost hope, i die slowly as my sorrow takes control over everything i have lost control, including my heart.
For you its just a memory, but for me; it's as clear as day.
Day by day, i glance into the mirror and wounder if i will ever be the same.
I gave you my heart, all my love, my life...now please let me have it back.
This love, a cold heat pressed upon my chest; unable to breathe. This lust for everything you ever gave me, everything we ever had...wont go away.
But here we are, gazing deep into our souls, unable to find the solution...blind by the light you shined upon me, its too much...take it back...
Too many memories, so much pain....
Please take it back.