Balck Hole

Have you ever felt like,
there's something in your chest,
that if you don't get out in time you'll explode?
You claw,
scratch,
scream,
and cry,
but it won't go away?
I feel like there's a black hole in my chest.
I'm ripping apart,
the only reason I'm still here,
is because of person,
that is sort of helping me not slip of the clif in my mind.
It's like I'm loosing my balance,
but he keeps steadying me,
I'm gonna fall,
but he takes my hands,
spins me around,
and kisses me,
and the black hole in chest gets stonger the long we kiss,
and I feel like I'm imploding,
when all of a sudden,
I'm not standing,
he carrying me away from the cliff side,
so I CAN'T fall.
Now,
I feel stupid,
because I'm thinking to myself,
Why didn't I think of that?!
And the black hole in my chest then grows stronger,
because, for the first time,
I get a good look at who this guy is,
and he is like an angel,
Het sets me down on the ground,
and kisses me once more,
I sort of shout at him now,
and I'm clawing at the black hole in my chest and crying.
Then it all just kind of stops..
the pain in my chest sweetens,
the tears stop,
the cries turn to laughter,
and I just sort of, wake up.
But the perfect image
of the one who keeps me off the edge
is clear,
you know who you are.