Missing you

Out of all the years
Out of all my fears

The one that sticks out the most
Was losing you almost

But that wasn't the worse
Even though it felt like a curse

Is realizing your gone
It feels like so long

Since I've seen your face
Since I've seen this place

I look at the rain
And I feel the pain

It's been a few years or so
But I still can't let you go

Out of all the pain
Out of the things I've gained

Nothing compares to you
I truly miss you

I live in sadness
This is madness

I wish you were here
I wish you were near

But that hope should be long gone
I know I was wrong all along

But I can't make up for what I've done
From my mistakes I can't run

I have to face the day
And the clouds of grey

Without you by my side
I feel so alone inside

Sadly the feeling will never cease
I will always feel this grief


If only you were still here
I would have no fear