Tangled Up In Make Believe

Who is this man?
The one who invited himself into my life
Lifted my spirits into the clouds
Seduced me into trusting him, lowering my guard
Allowing my heart and mind to run freely
With the thought of love and happy ever after
To be with me, as we should be together
Forever

Where is this man
The one who assured me he’d never leave my side
As we were meant to be
He’d travel the distance of the land
Quite literally, permanently
The one who made all these promises
Grand and over whelming gestures
Unbelievable to most, all that glitters they’d say!
He who’d get upset if I didn’t believe in him
Trust him and love him
Forever

This woman needs to know
Who this man really is
Are the stories he told true or just fantasy
Where is he now….
What is he doing….
Is he thinking about me at this moment or am I just a distant thought….
Does he really miss me or has he forgotten me
Even replaced me for another….
When I text why does he not reply....
Not necessarily instantly but some time today would be good
Does he not know that my life centers on my inbox and mobile
Checking to see if he still loves me
Frustrating as it is when the screen is blank
Is this one big elaborate hoax or is he really genuine

I want to believe
I want to trust
Will I know when I meet him?

When will I really get to meet him?
I mean properly in the flesh
If ever?