A monster i see, the reflection is me
I have lied, stolen, murdered and killed
An illusion of once was lingers in me
A dream that lies only within another lost dream
The black light i see before me
A void that crushes my dignity
The voice of freedom stretches its arms
But i refuse and cause myself harm
The shards of crimson glass shatter as i fall
Stranded in a desert where i realize i've lost it all
An anger of rage wrangles my soul
A string of hate tugs at the seams of my heart
Tears of tainted blood spill over my cheeks
It stings fragile cheek bones of swollen abuse
Where scars of the past pierce my very essence
The pieces of glass i struggle to release
A burden i carry that never allows my pain to cease
An agony that never leaves me be
A reflection that strives to pervert my dreams
I can't breathe, i need fresh air
I stuggle to release, blood stains my read-handed being
My eyes stare blankly at the smashed mirror before me
A loathing so intolerable i loose my human being
I stare at the pieces below my feet, a reflection i wish not to see
A monster i see, the reflection is me
Author notes
*shrugs* i really dont know where this came from, i guess it refers to alittle bit of past experiences along with disorders (like dismorphic disorder where when you look at yourself you see imperfections that arent there and you hate yourself for it) i dont know, theres numerous possibilites with this one. Frankly, i was really bored in study hall and wrote a poem off of the top of my head and came out with this LOL .
What did you think
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I always enjoy reading your work sis, you paint the picture so vivid... so beautiful and so breath taking, one cannot stop reading untill the end and then I still want to read more...
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