What You Made Me

Tantalising
your fantasies
held by dreams
supported with false hopes
beliefes that are not my own
why is it hard
to live in the cold
left without a voice
no sense of feeling alive
lost without a soul
here you lay me down to die
governed by fear
held by with resentment
I know I won't be happy
living my live to the fullest.

your life compared to mine
is a lie
the pain i feel is so much more
realist than the happiness you claim to have
you did this to me
left me out to bleed
my heart on to this page,
seeing the world in a different light
somehow seems better than being on the inside
contently walking knowing this can't get worse
and with nothing to lose
i'm free
to try what i will
do what you may never have the courage to.

you hold yourself down
anoched by materals possessions
so heavy on your feet
i hear you coming down the streets
i haunt your every dream,
only wishing you could be like me
but i'm a creation of yours
filled with the hate
you have for the world
consumed by the rage
bestowed by you dying ambitions
i know it has to sting
as your glazed eyes looks down on me,
my smiling grin
from ear to ear
lets yo know i'm truly happy.

as i rejoice in all your misery
brought on by
fuled by
false mosdety
false hopes and dreams
how much it must suck
to live in the life of you