i thought u were a friend?

i thought u were my friend....
i thought u would understand,
i told ualmost  everything,
but all thats gone with the wind.

u never realized how much u have meant to me,
u were one of the few that i thoguht understanded me.....
but i guess i was wrong ,again.

that little section of my heart has falllen to the ground,
all them years allt he hard work to repair it,
is lost.

i never can trust anyone again,
not even to save my life.

i had guessed that maybe u were the one i would grow up with,
travel with around the world,
share our problems with,
live out old years together,
but i guess u never saw that.

im tired of living my life with ppl like u around,
i honestly cant believe the way this all came out.......
i will forever leave u alone as long as u do this,
remember all the genuine times we had actually spent.....