The pain has become
So sweet, so normal; constant.
Horribly lovely.
My friend and my enemy.
Love and hate clashing, fighting,
Now forevermore.
The tangy taste of
My blodd lingers in m mouth
After my escape.
Leaving that horrid
Place that will haunt my nightmares
now and forever.
Oh, the sweet nightmares
That visit me nightly
Filled with my sweet pain.
I smile through my tears
As the pain wracks me once more.
I can't take it much more
Pain, growing, peaking.
Too much for me to handle.
I'm losing my mind!
Awash in mysea
Of my everlasting sweet pain,
I can see no end.
Sighing I give in,
Letting the pain take over.
Oh, the sweet paon.
