powerless

fire and ice, chaos beyond belief,
disaster everywhere you step,
tornados and hurricanes, tsunamis too,
the building contorted and screams from iside,
death and plague, rotting bodies littering the floor,
crying survivors yelling out in pain,
people praying to their so called god,
and i just watched with a gun to my head,
but the gun jams and i throw it,
so much pain in this hell,
i just want to leave and sleep in the darkness,
but death is cruel and wants me to live,
thunder and lighting,
animals ravaging the land,
eating at the human carcasses,
tearing theem apart,
some i dont know some were my friends,
the trees are upprooted and the air filled with stench,
blood running down the streets,
blood colored water and filth,
but i am untouched but yet more dead than anything around me,
i am bitter and hateful,
if god was real he wouldnt let this happen,
the sun beats down way too hot,
the air way too cold,
everything obliterated in sight,
i run and run but this plague follows me,
everywhere i look devastation,
i see a  flower out of place and untouched,
i pluck it from the scorched earth and let it die like i wish i would,
this will never end even as the continent shift place,
even as i throw myself into the flames,
ill still be fine,
pain unexistant for i am numb,
i lay down and shut my eyes,
i will keep them closed for all eternity,
because maybe  this is all a nightmare,
but i know it isnt.