Where Do We Go From Here

I feel so damn depressed
I just want to curl up into the fetal position
And just go to sleep for forever
Can't anybody take away this pain I feel
The loneliness that is haunting my every move
I can't talk to anybody about what happened and how I feel
Because that should only be shared between the two people
That the issue is for...I can understand you talking to your friends
But I wish I didn't fuck up so you could talk to me
I wish I was there and I wish you were here
So we could talk and figure everything out
So I could try to move on and start to think
What happened might not be my fault as you say
But I believe it's my fault and always will
Even if I don't voice it anymore I still believe it's my fault
I hate and despise myself for everything I have done to you
For what happened in my past....for what happened in the present