Death By Depression

Dreading the alarm clocks ringing
Even though I must make it through the day
Always hurting inside, no joy bells singing
There is nothing I look forward to in any way
He took my happiness with him.

Belonging nowhere anymore, I sit alone
Yearning to be back, thoughI cannot atone

Despite all my self loathings today
Especially for that last fight
Pills help very little, come what may
Regreting I'm not with him tonight
Earth's axis keep on turning
Sending me into joyless bouts of gloom
So many others I might could be loving
Instead I cry daily in the pits of sheer gloom
Only he can posess my heart
None other can have that part
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Thank you for the time we had
Help me get over the pain
Even though I don't think its possible

Ever longing to end this torture
Night time seems the best time
Dear ones weep not for me...I am out of my misery finally