we had memories once
distinct moments in time
our close friendship had secrets whispered
while heads laid on pillows
lulling themselves to sleep
lately
things are...
different
we are so close,
yet so far
we can remember the younger faces
and the mindset behind them
older and wiser becomes the mystery
intriguing, disturbing
I knew you once
in this way,
at that point
I thought friendship meant forever
I walk away
so do you
I try to talk
but there's nothing to say
up and out
could mean so much
with you and I
it only screams loss
