To my drug of choice
We had a bond like a child does with his toys
It's really hard to let go of you
But if I only knew
How much pain you would bring
You helped me hurt everyone and everything
You were the one to give and take
You were the one that acted so fake
Since i met you I've hated my life
You in my system and I'd cut with that knife
Remember all the fun times we had
But most of all you made me very sad
I will never see you again and it's for the better
You put my life threw so much of a shredder
We had a close bond and I called you smack
I never knew that you would stab me in the back
But now I'm saying goodbye
And it makes me wanna cry
I think about you each and every single day
But I found something that can beat you and it's called A.A.
Im not doin this for anyone else but i'm doin this for me
Because i'm going to make it and be the best that i can be
At first when I left you I felt all alone
But now that your gone, it's like I've grown
I'll never see you or do you ever again
Because I got a new life waiting and it's time to begin.
The heroin addict.
(parker johnson).
Author notes
Any advice??????????
It's my heart and soun in a poem.
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I could identify with this so much.Its like losing a friend that you enjoyed but ultimately tries to destroy you.I cover the same subject in False Friend 1 & 2.
I enjoyed reading your poem.It helps to know that other people have felt the way you do, and whilst still being on the path to recovery, can still think about and miss what we know is bad for us.Good luck and take care.Montey
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The addiction is real, it never goes away,
I'm an Alcoholic/Addict this shit doesn't play.
Crack was the drug that took me to hell,
and after that Alcohol, I know them well.
AA is the place that changed most of my life,
but God is the one that let me survive.
By His grace I am sober 5 years last October,
but those fell addictions I will never get over.
Keep going back till you can love yourself,
and thoughts of using are put high on a shelf.
Most of my service work is done on this site,
I hope to show others the wrong from the right.
I help myself writing my 5th step for the whole world to see,
and hopefully, one day, can help another of us to get free.
Hi Parker, I'm Scott and I'm an Alcoholic/Addict.
Welcome to AP my brother, if you have any questions,
or ever any doubts, feel free to ask me for advice,
I don't know anything, that is the only thing I know for sure.
Scott
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Welcome to AllPoetry
The strength you have within is wonderful mate; to attend A.A. for you and no one else is an inspiring thing and for you to be aware of the fact the heroin is bad for you is just as excellent to see, you are only 18, you have many many years ahead of you to live life and I hope you live it to the full
Poetically I’d recommend capitalizing all your Is
I hope you enjoy AllPoetry and continue to share your words with us
♥
Stay safe
~Manda
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Welcome to AllPoetry!!!
It takes one day at a time...even if you slip once, don't give up...there are many habits we can have that can cause pain to others...
Welcome to AllPoetry! I hope you enjoy yourself on this site!
Blessed Be,
Jeremy
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