Search for Me

Small and carefree was how I used to be
When years passed by, I started wondering
Roaming and searching places for my identity
Am I me?

Looking at a mirror into my reflection
I see myself clearly, but feeling self-rejection
Though this is who I am, should leave myself be
Am I me?

All my friends crowd around and spill endless compliments
With a smile I thank for their acknowledgements
Though on the inside I still wonder
Am I me?

Uncertainty on the shell isn’t the only thing
The inside fluff is bruised, painful from the sting
Feelings sealed in, secrete to the eyes of plenty
Am I me?

Despite of it all, I stand my appearance
No cowering in shadows for the need of disappearance
The wall is my center
Am I me?

Suit on the great shinning gold amour
Act and talk my own unique behavior
But the thought still lingers
Am I me?

Prediction of my future is impossible
Thought the procedure of each step is readable
The shield is cracking for me to see
Am I me?

As time flows by with new discoveries made
Confusion and wonder of that thought begins to fade
Acceptation grows for who I am
Am I me? Of course I’m me.
This is who I love to be.