What can I possibly say that will make you understand?
When you tell me Im a bad child the hatred for myself only expands.
You say such insensitive things to me I wish you didnt say
there is no words to explain the pain I go through everyday
I guess I could say Im sorry but you dont seem to believe me
I just wish you were proud of me for me, not what I pretend to be.
Im sorry daddy, I hope you dont hate me, but I see it in your eyes
you hate me for being rude, and always telling you stupid lies.
Why do you make jokes out of my problems, it really hurts me
inside it makes me worse although I hide it, so you cannot see
how every little thing gets to me and makes me cry on my own
no one bothers though, so I sit and bleed and cry in my room alone.
All I can do is ignore what your saying, and try harder everyday
but next time daddy please, just be a little sensitive in what you say.
he just makes jokes out of me that hurt me so much he cant even see it...it makes me feel so fukin shit! i try to explain every night to him but he doesnt even try to understand i cnt be bothered :'(
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Wow I almost started cryin I'm so sorry if u actually live like that..i KNOW wat ur goin through ur not alone there's many teenagers in ur situation..I wouldn't change this poem at all its great its perfect. Great Job!
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i luv this one. it is exactly what ifeel. my dad is always making jokes or yelling at me. sometimes i wish he would die
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i know what you mean my mom and friends are the exact same way. I'm tired of hearing my friends joke about my eating habits. I just want to explode all the time. I hate to say this but I've come to the conclusion that some people just don't want to understand. I'm sorry about everything going on right now and I hope you can soon find a bright side
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your not alone at all. I go threw the same thing...
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