Vent .Oo1

I hope tomorrow never comes,
For I fear if it did
I would have to experience
Another sleepless night
And echo in the shadow of my life
Reminding my of underlying horrors.

I desire that He, in time to come,
Shall sew my eyes shut,
For the tears that have flowed down these cheeks
And the hopes I have wasted
Should be kept in dark evermore
So that I may marvel in their beauty.

I wish that my life may be ripped away,
As such is a penny down a well
And be forgotten or overlooked
As just a silly mistake in this petty little universe
Name, Face, Sentiments and Past
Can be demolished for all I care.

I dream to never waken from my sleep,
For I could not stand to see
One more cracked imperfection in my shiny life
Riddled with nightmares and crises, I wonder,
Am I already awake? Fear not,
I will close my eyes one last time.