Sorry, Goodbye

I never understood the things I did
I never learned to try
Never said goodbye
Without fake tears
With every breath I took from there
I made my life a living hell
Why did I try to fly?
Why did I try to hide?

I should have known
I was born a liar
Should have learned to say
"Whatever"
But I was used to death
Grew so upset
Can't believe I said "I'm Sorry"

I will never get a chance to turn it around
I will never get a chance take it out
Wish I could have been
Wish I could have seen
Something that I could be proud of
Never knew how much I made you cry
Never knew how hard it made me sound
Wish I never said
Wish I never did
Well, This is our goodbye

I turn around at the park
I think I see your face
But it's just absurd
You can't be here
You hate the sound of my pretty voice
I can't blame the entire world
How could such a pretty name
Come close to makin' ya' sick?

We tried to fake it twice
But love can never take it thrice
I know you loved
I know you hated
But I can't make you see
...that I'll never be here